mentally exhausted

I never seem to have time to just sit and write here. I am so tired every night and work lately has just been killing me. Very mentally exhausting given the people I see and the problems I deal with daily. Then I come home and fight with my daughter (she is a little devil most of the time) and deal with my horrible marriage. It's just not fun but were it not for God and His Son with me I don't know what I would do. I love that God is using me at work so much lately. I have asked for it and now I am paying for it! It is a good tired because I get much accomplished and I do help others who are in crisis. Their crises keep my issues in perspective. Maybe that is part of the reason I have these encounters. The people I help are desperate, homeless, addicted and at the end of their life's rope. I wish I could help them all and help them more but I love that I can start them in the right direction. Then I have 9 staff all of whom need something every day. And then I get about 50-60 emails most of which need answering or an action taken. On top of just the duties/tasks I have to do that are always there. Some days I can't even find the time to pee or look out my window or make a personal call. Then at 5 I rush home, take daughter somewhere or make dinner or do laundry or all 3, then work out, then get groceries, makes lunches, fold clothes, read paper, do lap top and fall into bed. All the while dealing with the conflicts in the house and trying to figure out who or what I am neglecting or forgetting. Then I get about a 30 minute time when I can read what I want and this is my most favorite time of the day. Reading is so relaxing to me. Then I sleep well usually and in the morning that whole routine starts which I really am sick of and the day starts again. I will say that I enjoy driving in and driving home. That is pretty relaxing to me too. Driving often is. Oh well, time to hit the sack after I clean up the kitchen. Spring break for the next 10 days and I am taking some time off to entertain the little one. Yay! Hope work can survive without me. :)