rushed

I don't like that my life is so rushed. Even now I have to hurry. There's always a reason or something else that needs to be done. Not just home but at work too. So much multitasking, putting out fires and and somewhat crisis driven due to the work that we do. It's enough to make my brain want to explode. Anyway, I want to spend quality time writing my brain out here. I really feel the need to put all my stuff in my head down here. For myself of course. It is so freeing to write opening and not have an audience to "show off" to. I am "on" all day and I need this space just for me. But I am going to read the bible for awhile, fight with Hannah to get her to bed, prepare for Marty to get home and get my daughter to bed. I'm off but hopefully will be on again soon.